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Monday, October 13, 2014

30 minutes can change things

So after publishing the last post , Jessica came in the room naked and said get one of my boyfriends ( meaning her dildo) I said   black or white and she said let's start white. I asked her who she was fucking and she replied with jax ( from sons of anarchy ) After she was done with him she asked me eat her pussy, so I did for about 5 minutes . then she told me to stroke myself off and cum on her. I asked her to tell me about the best fuck she ever had while I was stroking off. She described her high school boyfriend ( who had a huge cock) that she dated before me. I continued to stroke and bust a 16 day load all over her gaping pussy. Kept stroking draining every last drop out. There was a brief moment of silence and stares when I finished .  I knew what to do. I bent down and slurped up every last drop of my cum from her soaking wet pussy. She was just getting started though. She held my head in place and made me eat her for another ten minutes with my own cum all over my face and hair . after I pulled my head up , she asked for " dez " her favorite black dildo. She went on to fuck her self good again. All the while, I was holding her feet in the air as she came again . she pulled him out and said that was amazing . no record set , but a nice nut slurped out of a gaping wet pussy.

16 Days

So today marks 16 days of being denied an orgasm. This ties the longest I have went in our relationship. Jessica did not finish her period yesterday , so there was no play of any sort last night. Today it is gone and she text me earlier and asked me if I was ready for tonight. I am ready to see her pleasured , but for me, I hope I have to wait a bit longer . we will see what she decides. 

Sunday, October 12, 2014

15 days

I have not cum in 15 days . I am feeling very good overall. The last five days have been easy because there had not been much teasing because Jessica is on her period. She should be off today and had been commenting that she needs some good fucking. That means she will be using her dildos tonight. I am however torn , my previous record for not cumming is 16 days. I feel that if I am this close I may as well beat it. That means to reach 17 days I would need to make it to Tuesday . we will see if Jessica makes me cum or keeps me waiting. I kind of have a feeling she is wanting me to cum because she has been commenting on tumble pics of cum clean up.  We will see.  I may cum tonight 1 day short of my record  , may tie it tomorrow   , may beat it Tuesday , or maybe she has a longer period of denial in mind and I have mixed emotions over nothing. 

Friday, October 10, 2014

Returning at Some Capacity

I have not blogged in quite some time. I am not even sure if I have any followers left. That is to know ones fault but my own. Things were very rough for a while, starting to settle a bit now, so I figured I would post. Jessica and I are doing good. Had some rough patches. I went through some pretty serious health problems and I am still dealing with them now. Jessica almost exclusively has given her pussy to very large and black dildos. I no longer make her cum with my cock. Occasionally she will let me inside her after she has orgasmed, but she does not feel a thing. I have not cum in 13 days.